When the lights fade; the people go home, the attention goes to sleep and you're left with nothing but a bottle of scotch and regrets. Like now, I'm left with no one, my mum is leaving me, my boss is my boss, her kids and life will always come to her first, I don't even consider my siblings as siblings and after all I've done for people, what am I left with? Fuck all actually.
One days everyone, every 'friend' will be with someone, what you had, years, months of a connection changes in nan instant, makes you wonder, is time better spent helping another life, or trying to take your own. I'm so depressed that even my eyes refused to open fully. I'm sick of this, I've never done anything but help people, yet I remain where I was, alone. Giving up is the easiest option, hope I don't get through this night, don't really want to take more of this.
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